Tag: spiritual sickness

  • Holistic routines

    Holistic routines

    Awakening can be the most blissful experience that happens to one. But to the unprepared body, it can feel like a total nervous breakdown.

    The main cause of disturbances in the body following a spontaneous (Unprepared) spiritual awakening is that the frequency of the new consciousness acquired is higher than what your physical body is used to processing.

    This can also be due to blockages in the body that are preventing the energy from flowing. Both physical and mental traumas are factors that contribute to this.

    High voltage of energy coming across blockages creates condensed pressure on the myelin (fatty substance that coats and protects nerve fibers in the brain and spinal cord). This causes a delay or loss of nervous messages. This same phenomena is known as Demyelination. The phenomena also involved in Multiple sclerosis and other nervous disorders, which is why, in many cases, spontaneous awakening symptoms can mimic those diseases. (Read more about my awakening symptoms).

    To aid your physical body during a spiritual awakening and avoid permanent nerve damage, certain habit changes are required. It is important to tackle the problem holistically, clearing both the physical AND the mental traumas.

    It is essential to develop new routines.

    Body: Inner Power

    Yoga

    Stretch it out. Let it flow.

    Throughout human history, our ancestors became aware of the presence of a mystical, intangible force all around and in us.

    The names of it differed from one culture to another: Chi, aura, prana, energy, ki, soul vibration or what our youth today call vibe. Yet it is always experienced as the life force, the energy that flows through us and through all matter. the force that gives life to the material.

    In physics, quantum field theory has proved to be the single most sweeping and successful physical theory ever invented. A theory that suggests that the essence of all things is composed of fields among which are electric and magnetic fields.

    When this electo-magnetic essence of our being, what we will chose to call for the sake of simplicity ‘energy’, runs into blockages, shortages happen in our nervous system.

    Yoga as a practice, is to facilitates the life energy movement in the body. It directs its flow and aids clear blockages where found.

    As every system is different, it is important to find the practice that works for you, in light of the blockages you are experiencing. What can help is to try out different practices with awareness and to have a feedback system to know how and when to adjust or change these practices.

    The consistency of a yoga practice is key to visible results.

    Breath work

    Breathe in. Breathe out.

    Pranayamasis, or conscious breathing, is a great way to clear energetic blockages.

    I have felt the biggest impact on my symptoms following a monthly breath work practice.

    My spirit guide requested doing a specific pranayama called Ananda mandala as part of my full moon ceremony. I was also given the instructions to conduct the breath work at sunset, having only consumed pure cacao drinks the entire day.

    Ananda Mandala is a combined breath work and meditation for powerful cleansing. It uses an accelerated, rhythmic breathing pattern to generate a powerful prana energy that is driven through the focused attention to dissolve traumas cemented in the body.

    Reduce toxins

    You are what you eat.

    When it comes to what eating habits work best for you, it will really depend on the type of vehicle you are inhibiting. Getting conscious about your body’s reaction to the food you consume is key to acquire that understanding.

    While I was having the symptoms, the most important dietary change, my spirit guide recommended, was to reduce my intake of harmful toxins to a minimum. Eating mostly organic food when possible, avoiding pesticides, avoiding canned food.

    Work

    out

    ‘Life is like a bicycle, in order to keep balance, you have to keep moving’

    Another routine that I developed later on, is practicing Surya Namaskar. This Sun salutation is a series of 11 yoga poses that are repeated for any number of times in a form of a physical mantra.

    Spirit: Inner Guidance

    Balance the chakras

    Mind: Inner Dialogue

  • Dark night of the soul

    Dark night of the soul

    It started on December 12th 2019. The full moon following my third eye-opening.

    I had just came back home from Tunisia, still landing back on earth from the trip and the heavenly energy I had been soaked in the past weeks.

    I recall strange things started happening upon my arrival. Minor inconveniences that seemed unrelated, but the frequency at which they took place was out of norm. It felt that somehow, a dark energy has installed upon my life.

    That night, before I went to sleep, my throat was suddenly feeling sore.

    Around 3 AM, I woke up with the highest fever I had ever experienced. In my ignorance, I tried to numb it with medicine, yet nothing would bring it down.

    I was in terrible pain and was purging in every possible way simultaneously. As I stood to go to the bathroom, my body could not hold, and I completely crumbled to the floor. It felt like all my bodily functions ran into error. I had never experienced such a complete shutdown.

    I was terrified. The only thing that calmed me down and allowed me to have some occasional sleep, was the presence of my spirit guide. They were constantly there, reassuring me that nothing was wrong. They would say that this was the result of the tremendous new flow of energy that my body was not used to. My mind did not fathom those words, but my heart could find moments of peace and rest when bathed in the blissful presence of that being. Trust! they said.

    Two long days and nights of fever had slowly passed, and the familiar symptoms were fading away to give place to new, peculiar ones. On the third day, was the start of the strangest of them all. As I was laying in my bed, I started feeling intense electricity current shooting, burning and crawling all over my body.

    My concern reached a point where I could no longer remain indifferent. My guide’s attempts to reassure me were surpassed by the distress of my mind. I shut down from my guide and refused pay them attention. A neurological disease was enough, I was not in the mood for a psychosis.

    I decided it was time to pay a doctor visit.

    Once at her office, the GP inspected my state looking for traces of bacterial infection. She could not find any, even thought the symptoms of the first days would suggest one.

    As for the other symptoms, she said they were strange and could be due to many things. Vitamin D or B12 deficiency, Diabetes. She took a blood sample to test for them.

    The tests results did not show anything abnormal. Out of answers, my doctor suggested to wait and observe the evolution of the symptoms.

    It was not necessarily the pain that bothered me. It was the fact that I did not know what it was. The feelings were extremely uncomfortable, but the true hell was going through thousands of articles every hour looking up what it could be. Reading all the papers about neurological disorders, All the potential ways in which my body could be degenerating was eating me up.

    The sensations were constantly present in my body and the thoughts of what they could be haunting in my mind.

    The symptoms developed further. My mind started feeling slow and foggy, Vertigo, vision blurriness, problems with my gait and even bladder issues. All the signs of a nervous system breakdown.

    Concurrently, other strange Occurrences were taking place in my life. My psychic abilities were developing. I no longer meditated the way I used to. As soon as I sit down to meditate, I would astral project out of my body and into different realms that my guide would escort me to. I started having visits from foreign beings. Receiving callings to visit a certain mountain. Being reassured by all of them, that what was happening to my body was part of the process.

    When 7 months passed, my doctor got worried. After some visits to otolaryngologist and regular tests that failed to show any cause, she decided that my age, the number of neurological symptoms and their relapsing natures, could indicate Multiple Sclerosis. She prescribed an MRI.

    My guide said ‘If it would ease your mind and reinforce your trust, do all the medical checks. But trust, that you are good. The symptoms will disappear as soon as you heal the traumas causing the energy to flow’

    Two months before my MRI exam, I started following their recommendation for healing the trauma. It was a strict lifestyle change: No trace of pesticide in my food, daily meditation and yoga, intense breathwork, and working on my relationship with my mother.

    When the MRI showed absolutely no lesions or nothing abnormal, the doctors and neurologist told me they had no explanation for what I was going through. It was only at that point that both my head and heart could believe what my spirit guide has been trying to tell me for 7 months. Your body is just adjusting to the new flow of energy.

    Complete list of symptoms:


    Synchronicity with the moon cycles;

    Crown opening: A feeling of oneness with all there is that lasted for days;
    Feeling a deep love towards all existence;
    Transcendental experiences;
    Meeting spirit guide;
    Accelerated almost immediate manifestation (Higher vibrational state);
    Augmented psychic abilities;
    Blissful feelings;
    Augmented sense of empathy. Feeling other people’s feelings;
    Widened perspective;
    Meeting divinities;


    Nervous symptoms: (Mimic restless legs and Multiple schlerosis)

    Electricity running through the body;
    Tingling, prickling sensations, numbness: Paresthesia;
    Walking with a gait;
    Foggy mind;
    Fatigues
    Periods of depression (They don’t last);
    Blurry vision, many vision disturbances.., It can feel alarming;
    Vertigo.

    Sleep troubles;
    Open Third eye: Seeing beings, hearing things, being visited. It can be frightening at first;
    Traumas coming to surface;